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This book is never up to date things keep om cropping up here’s an instance that is taking place right now while I write,. Cass has just gone into the bar to see Lance and Lee the guy fron Aussie I have worked with him in Brugge last year in 2003 he’s been seing alot more of me than normal thes edays, he’s hanging around in Rotterdam ,he’s been seeing Dieke, and now he’s having a good time with Lance in the local bar, I wont mention it’s name it doesn’t desereve any free advertising, in fact it’s very name depicts the kind of people who run it and work in it, they are like zombies in there, the conversations are always the same, with the same old crap, with guys hanging around in there like vultures looking for the poor un-supecting women that walk in, half the peolple who go in there go in there to drink their problems away, if your a novice at it then you cannot believe half you hear in there then you may as well be in the nuthouse.
Here’s the present moment for you, Lee phoned me tonight from Lances and said “ Hey wer'e going over to the bar for a drink it’s Lances birthday” I said “No” Lance and Lee know that I have been banned from the bar! Not for fighting or anything but for arguing the toss for the fact they would not take my money any more, I went mad! Called the guy behind the bar an asshole and told him to take the money, money is money I gave him four euros fifty in 50 cents and 20 and he would not give me the right money for the ciggarette machine? well let me tell you boys and girls if I earn my money on the street and that’s all I have then that’s all there is to it, Money is money no matter how you see it, so when you see your local bar refuse it after years of spending money in there your bound to get agitated. My deal is the guy behind the bar should be doing his job and taking the money, not treating people like this, it’s almost like they like to insult you because they know your’e having problems.
Well after calling him an asshole and raising my voice ( usual trait of mine if I know I am right ) The whole bar started up, I threw the money bag onto the floor and the change in it went everywhere, Then there was a scuffle and guess what? Who do you think stepped in? Wee it was Cass some-one went for me, I tried to control Cass,m the John came to me and said “ Thank you Trevor” I said “ Dont you start John, why dont you mind your own business, what would you do if some-one refused to take your money if it’s all you have hey!” He backed off and sat down on his stool and looked is same old usual self, …. Sort of miserable.
The next minute the bar owner walked in now I have never had any problems with Case, I dont think he likes me beacuse I look different and act differntly, hey that's me folks! His wife especially doesn't like me she always makes you wait ages for the beers, Martin my other band member gets treated the same too, she makes him wait on purpose? Personally I dont get it, why do people treat their regular customers with so much disrepect, isn’t there enough shit on the planet without having to deal with brain dead people.
Any way this is the point Lance and Lee were trying to force me to go for a drink in there, the even phoned twice I made it clear to them the first time.
Ive had been banned from there nearly four weeksd ago for such a trivial un-necesarry thing, I wont back down! I will never spend another penny in that bar! nor will I sit in in and look lie an idiot that amonst some of the worst in the planet I wont mention this bars name it doesn’t deserve the space it would take up in the book.
Lance and Lee have rally pissed me off tonight, I suggested we go to another bar uo the road where I dont have to be forced into situations or places I feel un-welcome in, if these guys had any respect they would have chosen another venue, It’s Lances birthday he has a right to drink where he want’s, so be it, but please dont come knocking on my door if you want any favours in the future will you!
How dare they try to force me to back down when I know the bar does not deserve my attention or prec\sence I dont think i am special dontr get me wrong but I do have my feeling and if good friends can’t see that then they are not your friend. Tonight I learn’t somethung again, the world is full of assholes, you just unfortunately find out when it’s too late everytime.
A I write this I really ,really wonder, why it is both me and Irna gave beautifull birthday parties to every-one and then when it’s some-one elses birthday and they invite you for a drink they place the invite with un-wanted pressure.
Would’nt it have been easier to walk down the road, rather than have a good mate thinking why? Now I wont forgive the two of you for that I dont forget easily, yes I would have liked to have had a drink wit you tonight while I sit here and the two of you should be fucking ashamed of youreslves for it.
To me respect is respect , if some-one has not got it then they dont get mine, If I get these things in my mind then I shut people off completely, this is something I would not do to any-one else if I were inviting some-one for a drink I would make sure it suited every-one.
Selfish cunts, I have given lee good information to get hik some-where to stay in Amsterdam offered to help him learn the craft of hypnosis, not now you frigging twat, not now, why should I help you when you also insist I drop my guard in a fucking shit bar.
That was the last straw Lance you pushed the boat out oo far this time , I am highly offended and I wont let you take this one back, you are out of my life total, Total and I will take it to my grave with me yet again, dont come to my funeral will you you are not invited, I am serious this time I mean it, you have offended me in the greatest way possible you dont deserve any credit for it at all. In my eyes now you are nothing, you have not evn been to see me since I was really I’ll you said ytou were coming to see me and you did not, last night you said you were coming I came back here epecially to see you, you did not turn up, tht’s typical of you these days, you are only there when it suits you and no-one else, tonight shows your true clours Lance you are not worth it, especially when I would have liked to have joined you for a beer, assholes all of you. Cass you are also virtually on my list you say this and you do that, nothing, Where do I put you, you can be a bouncer in there and do what you want but they dont bar you? Your’e having a drink on them, taking the beer, where do you fit in. You were annoyed with them but you are there too, while Trevor Rooney the supposedly real friend gets fucking left out, No fuck you all no- matter what you say, if your’e going to play double edged swords then watch me work in the future if you keep on doing such shitty stuff. No fuck you all really.!
Whats the game then, get what you can while you can, sweep up the mess swap girlfriends and pretend everything is funky, god I remeber Lance doing many a strange thing to prove a point when the whole thing fell apart with Sam, beleive me you would not want to know it, I got used there for sure and yet I still get tgreated like shit, it's no wonder the picture frame hangs on my wall tilted wit broken mirror peices in it, that's the true picture to me, a frame with no insides, plastic people with nothing to really offer the world.
I wonder why Lee’s not copping for the shit from Lance, especially his other X ,it’s like living in fairly land round here, you might as well call it that because most of the people inthis area are totally fucked up, the crime rate on the streets is beyond beleif. People selling shit everywhere on the street corners, it’s rough round here and that bar is the ideal place to find the football hooligans who don the streets with the orange shirts and shit.
I’m just not interested in football but I’m interested in the stadium just around the corner I woud love to play a show in there just to make a frigging statement and have a frigging good time, I aim for this more than anything else and so I will take all this crap, trash people who play with me and leave me wondering.
Dont come to my funeral Lance your’e not invited I mean it. Lnce and lle you both have the intelligence of Jack shit you know nothing about anyhing, we are all capable deciding how to treat one’s friends.
Watch out I am on the war path, Fuck you all! If peoole are going to trash me then I will trash back, who else is on the block!
There have been nice birthday parties here we have and awlays reid to make every-one compfortable , why should I gte the short end of the stick? So I hope you are enjoying ourselves boys cos I'm short of a beer in here!
Cass my band member is not back yet, I hope they all dont try coming back here because if they do they will have my temper to contend with.
To capp it all off my band member Cass went to find out what the fuck they were playing at and he's the one that's still out there having a good time at my expense emotionally, what the fuck is this!
Seriously
Well Cass just came in and told me that he told the two of them what he thought then ended up with Martin my other band member.
Think what you want of the the rest.
1.39 Am 23rd October 2004
Robert Nelson Watch out!
New Zealand comes to my mind
Trevor Rooney
Here’s the present moment for you, Lee phoned me tonight from Lances and said “ Hey wer'e going over to the bar for a drink it’s Lances birthday” I said “No” Lance and Lee know that I have been banned from the bar! Not for fighting or anything but for arguing the toss for the fact they would not take my money any more, I went mad! Called the guy behind the bar an asshole and told him to take the money, money is money I gave him four euros fifty in 50 cents and 20 and he would not give me the right money for the ciggarette machine? well let me tell you boys and girls if I earn my money on the street and that’s all I have then that’s all there is to it, Money is money no matter how you see it, so when you see your local bar refuse it after years of spending money in there your bound to get agitated. My deal is the guy behind the bar should be doing his job and taking the money, not treating people like this, it’s almost like they like to insult you because they know your’e having problems.
Well after calling him an asshole and raising my voice ( usual trait of mine if I know I am right ) The whole bar started up, I threw the money bag onto the floor and the change in it went everywhere, Then there was a scuffle and guess what? Who do you think stepped in? Wee it was Cass some-one went for me, I tried to control Cass,m the John came to me and said “ Thank you Trevor” I said “ Dont you start John, why dont you mind your own business, what would you do if some-one refused to take your money if it’s all you have hey!” He backed off and sat down on his stool and looked is same old usual self, …. Sort of miserable.
The next minute the bar owner walked in now I have never had any problems with Case, I dont think he likes me beacuse I look different and act differntly, hey that's me folks! His wife especially doesn't like me she always makes you wait ages for the beers, Martin my other band member gets treated the same too, she makes him wait on purpose? Personally I dont get it, why do people treat their regular customers with so much disrepect, isn’t there enough shit on the planet without having to deal with brain dead people.
Any way this is the point Lance and Lee were trying to force me to go for a drink in there, the even phoned twice I made it clear to them the first time.
Ive had been banned from there nearly four weeksd ago for such a trivial un-necesarry thing, I wont back down! I will never spend another penny in that bar! nor will I sit in in and look lie an idiot that amonst some of the worst in the planet I wont mention this bars name it doesn’t deserve the space it would take up in the book.
Lance and Lee have rally pissed me off tonight, I suggested we go to another bar uo the road where I dont have to be forced into situations or places I feel un-welcome in, if these guys had any respect they would have chosen another venue, It’s Lances birthday he has a right to drink where he want’s, so be it, but please dont come knocking on my door if you want any favours in the future will you!
How dare they try to force me to back down when I know the bar does not deserve my attention or prec\sence I dont think i am special dontr get me wrong but I do have my feeling and if good friends can’t see that then they are not your friend. Tonight I learn’t somethung again, the world is full of assholes, you just unfortunately find out when it’s too late everytime.
A I write this I really ,really wonder, why it is both me and Irna gave beautifull birthday parties to every-one and then when it’s some-one elses birthday and they invite you for a drink they place the invite with un-wanted pressure.
Would’nt it have been easier to walk down the road, rather than have a good mate thinking why? Now I wont forgive the two of you for that I dont forget easily, yes I would have liked to have had a drink wit you tonight while I sit here and the two of you should be fucking ashamed of youreslves for it.
To me respect is respect , if some-one has not got it then they dont get mine, If I get these things in my mind then I shut people off completely, this is something I would not do to any-one else if I were inviting some-one for a drink I would make sure it suited every-one.
Selfish cunts, I have given lee good information to get hik some-where to stay in Amsterdam offered to help him learn the craft of hypnosis, not now you frigging twat, not now, why should I help you when you also insist I drop my guard in a fucking shit bar.
That was the last straw Lance you pushed the boat out oo far this time , I am highly offended and I wont let you take this one back, you are out of my life total, Total and I will take it to my grave with me yet again, dont come to my funeral will you you are not invited, I am serious this time I mean it, you have offended me in the greatest way possible you dont deserve any credit for it at all. In my eyes now you are nothing, you have not evn been to see me since I was really I’ll you said ytou were coming to see me and you did not, last night you said you were coming I came back here epecially to see you, you did not turn up, tht’s typical of you these days, you are only there when it suits you and no-one else, tonight shows your true clours Lance you are not worth it, especially when I would have liked to have joined you for a beer, assholes all of you. Cass you are also virtually on my list you say this and you do that, nothing, Where do I put you, you can be a bouncer in there and do what you want but they dont bar you? Your’e having a drink on them, taking the beer, where do you fit in. You were annoyed with them but you are there too, while Trevor Rooney the supposedly real friend gets fucking left out, No fuck you all no- matter what you say, if your’e going to play double edged swords then watch me work in the future if you keep on doing such shitty stuff. No fuck you all really.!
Whats the game then, get what you can while you can, sweep up the mess swap girlfriends and pretend everything is funky, god I remeber Lance doing many a strange thing to prove a point when the whole thing fell apart with Sam, beleive me you would not want to know it, I got used there for sure and yet I still get tgreated like shit, it's no wonder the picture frame hangs on my wall tilted wit broken mirror peices in it, that's the true picture to me, a frame with no insides, plastic people with nothing to really offer the world.
I wonder why Lee’s not copping for the shit from Lance, especially his other X ,it’s like living in fairly land round here, you might as well call it that because most of the people inthis area are totally fucked up, the crime rate on the streets is beyond beleif. People selling shit everywhere on the street corners, it’s rough round here and that bar is the ideal place to find the football hooligans who don the streets with the orange shirts and shit.
I’m just not interested in football but I’m interested in the stadium just around the corner I woud love to play a show in there just to make a frigging statement and have a frigging good time, I aim for this more than anything else and so I will take all this crap, trash people who play with me and leave me wondering.
Dont come to my funeral Lance your’e not invited I mean it. Lnce and lle you both have the intelligence of Jack shit you know nothing about anyhing, we are all capable deciding how to treat one’s friends.
Watch out I am on the war path, Fuck you all! If peoole are going to trash me then I will trash back, who else is on the block!
There have been nice birthday parties here we have and awlays reid to make every-one compfortable , why should I gte the short end of the stick? So I hope you are enjoying ourselves boys cos I'm short of a beer in here!
Cass my band member is not back yet, I hope they all dont try coming back here because if they do they will have my temper to contend with.
To capp it all off my band member Cass went to find out what the fuck they were playing at and he's the one that's still out there having a good time at my expense emotionally, what the fuck is this!
Seriously
Well Cass just came in and told me that he told the two of them what he thought then ended up with Martin my other band member.
Think what you want of the the rest.
1.39 Am 23rd October 2004
Robert Nelson Watch out!
New Zealand comes to my mind
Trevor Rooney
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